to feel his strong arms wrapped around me. I want to be able to look into his beautiful green eyes and tell him how much he means to me. I want to feel his breath that split second before his lips meet mine. I want to lay in bed and play with his fingers while we watch lame 80s movies. I want lay on his chest and listen to his heart beat. I want to hold his hand in the car and listen to his favorite songs on the radio. I want to surprise him at his work with his favorite lunch. I want to cook dinner with him. I want to wake up with him one morning and take ridiculous pictures. I want to feel him smile when I kiss him.
I want to do every single thing every one of you takes for granted with your boyfriend. You have no CLUE how lucky you are, to be able to do all these things whenever you want. No clue at all. I sit here, lonely, trying not to break, because we’re separated by 1,049 dreaded miles. I would do anything, ANYTHING to be with him right now.